to think she cares or to think she doesn't
sometimes, i really wonder, does she care or not. it's baffling, confusing and rather depressing at times. It's like i'm really frustrated and tired. sometimes, i even want to end this suffering. I just don't feel the love no more. she says okay to everything A complains about and says that i should just give in. let me tell you, i have given in to A enough. she's too much okay! I CAN'T STAND IT! she's totally oblivious to everything i do. everything accomplishment i get it's just a 'gd' from her. i feel that ever since A came into the picture, i lost everything. A took everything from me. I hate my life. i've lost every reason to work hard after my PSLE, every motivation, every drive in my life, everything. evrything. i hate me.
(sometimes i wonder, just, why me? why??...)
Thursday, August 24, 2006
9:29 PM
